My thoughts about the mid-semester test

It has been a while since I've done anything here so let me tell you about what I've been doing for the past two weeks. In my school we have something called STS, or in summary some sort of final test but it's in the mid-semester. And earlier today, which is monday, I got the results to it. Am I satisfied with it? No. Am I disapointed with my result? You can say it like that but that's not quite the case. I'm npt fully disapointed with it because I know my limits and capabilities are not really around those sorts of subjects, but I am also disapointed that I got quite the low score for my high standard, why you may ask? It's because I studied for more than 3 hours for each subject and still got an 85 percent, imagine that! I sometimes wonder why my brain works this way, but, it is what it is I suppose and I have to learn to actually accept it (Though I quite literary refuse to at this point due to my rivalry with a rat ). 

Now, was the tests hard? No, not necessarily. Well of course it was because I studied, but I kept on making mistakes I won't realize, not until someone pointed out to me, just like in my mid-semester tests where I absolutely got slapped in the face with the result of 85 for my civics, grotesque! I am quite proud of my physics however, I did so much better than last year, ut not enough! I, out of spite of my rival will do better no matter the stake just to defeat her! It's my only motivation to get a good score at this point, aside from getting a schoolarship and to persue my career as a criminal psychologist.